We went and picked out our Christmas tree early this year because I was anxious to feel that holiday cheer. Eventually we even got around to decorating it.
And yet, I still struggled to really get into the joyous Christmas spirit. And that's because so much of what I associate with Christmas are the family traditions. Traditions that were, in large part, established because of my dad. And that meant that, this year, there were a lot of bittersweet memories.
We made some good new memories too though. Leila absolutely loved seeing all of the Christmas lights (or "slights" in Leila-speak). She would get so excited and point out all of the different colors as we were driving around. So, one night when we needed an out, we just loaded up in the car and drove around looking at lights.
Christmas Eve, we made our way up to Bountiful to spend the evening with my dad's family. We had our traditional meal of soup and then the "kids" all acted out the Nativity for us. Leila was an angel and boy, did she give quite the performance! In addition to wearing a Christmas Light necklace as a belt, she attacked the cast and audience alike with the star stick, tried to bring a Santa statue into the manger, and eventually stole one of the wise men's gifts, called it a banana a tried to eat it. Crazy goober!
Unfortunately, once we got home that night, Leila started to have a really rough night. We hardly slept at all. Turns out she had come down with some bug that left her with a low grade fever and just not feeling well at all. We finally got our Christmas morning going and opened presents with Aunt Jessica. Leila got a little play kitchen and she loves getting dressed up in her apron and chef's hat!
Then, we got ready to go spend the rest of the day with at my mom's so that we could be there when our favorite missionary called! We were able to have a WONDERFUL talk with Jared! He has matured so much and I am just so proud of him!
Since Leila was feeling under the weather, Jason stayed home with her and I went back up to Bountiful with my family for Christmas dinner. I am so grateful for the strong family bonds I have to rely on when I'm feeling weak on my own!


